...Not proud? You're not proud you were once something like that?
[Oh dear. Run and hide, Cecil, run and hide - because Quisty's getting louder by the word, though she never quite reaches shouting level-]
Not proud you were once someone that walked all over women and tried to force them to your will and would even consider forcing yourself on a woman who CLEARLY WASN'T INTERESTED-
[-okay, except for that part-]
and would even CONSIDER that it was you male right to have every girl around just for your personal pleasure?! And now you have the temerity to sit there and wallow in your angst and not doing anything to actually make up for it or make the world a better place or maybe protect women Hyne forbid?! You're just going to sit next to the water and moan and be pathetic in silence away from everyone until someone else stumbles over you!? GROW UP, Cecil! Grow up and wake up to the fact that life won't let you do that and if you don't try and make amends for what you were and what you did, no one else will either! Forgiveness doesn't just come because you want it or feel like you deserve to be struck down where you stand! If you want things to be better then you have to work at it!
[-and she finally runs out of breath and steam at the same time. She's thrown her book on the ground at some point during that whole thing and is standing there with her hands clenched. Be proud, Cecil! Not everyone triggers a Quistis lecture!]
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Date: 2009-07-03 06:16 am (UTC)[Oh dear. Run and hide, Cecil, run and hide - because Quisty's getting louder by the word, though she never quite reaches shouting level-]
Not proud you were once someone that walked all over women and tried to force them to your will and would even consider forcing yourself on a woman who CLEARLY WASN'T INTERESTED-
[-okay, except for that part-]
and would even CONSIDER that it was you male right to have every girl around just for your personal pleasure?! And now you have the temerity to sit there and wallow in your angst and not doing anything to actually make up for it or make the world a better place or maybe protect women Hyne forbid?! You're just going to sit next to the water and moan and be pathetic in silence away from everyone until someone else stumbles over you!? GROW UP, Cecil! Grow up and wake up to the fact that life won't let you do that and if you don't try and make amends for what you were and what you did, no one else will either! Forgiveness doesn't just come because you want it or feel like you deserve to be struck down where you stand! If you want things to be better then you have to work at it!
[-and she finally runs out of breath and steam at the same time. She's thrown her book on the ground at some point during that whole thing and is standing there with her hands clenched. Be proud, Cecil! Not everyone triggers a Quistis lecture!]