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Jul. 1st, 2009 05:59 pm
lunarborn: (Guys I'm sorry about these icon keywords they're from 2008 or something. This is an old character account revived for some quick nostalgia) (05; ordeal)
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[After the events of the previous week, the mature thing to do would have been to would have been to take the awkward stares and deliver his humble apologies like a man. Yet after spending a week steeped in the most negative emotions he'd indulged in even the darkest of fantasies, it was easier to keep to himself.

He'd been spending quite a bit of time along the southeastern banks of the river running outside the village, staying outdoors to avoid the all-encompassing yet entirely oppressive forgiveness that awaited him at home. He would make amends and pay his dues in time, but for now, there was still the matter of coping with what was within him that the experiment had tapped to affect his actions.

The man lying faceup on the riverbank would still be visibly bruised despite sharing living space with a mage proficient in the healing arts. He'd been grateful to have been pulled from the precipice of death, yes, but wished to let the tender achy muscles, dark bruises, and angry gashes heal on their own as penance. It was in this way that he watched the sky begin to darken, chronicling the sun's slow journey towards rest.]

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Date: 2009-07-02 11:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
[She frowned a little at that, as well.]

I could let him know that he's welcome...but I have doubts he would agree to it, as well. Perhaps it's for the best, as long as he's not left to himself too much. No running off to the mountains for weeks on end without so much as a word.

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Date: 2009-07-02 11:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
Is that where he's hidden himself now? [Cecil murmured distantly, having only listened to half of what Rydia had just told him.]

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Date: 2009-07-03 01:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
...it's likely. He speaks of that whenever these experiments have been too hard on him. Which is often.

(ooc: Aww, cute icon. <3)

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Date: 2009-07-03 02:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
I see. [The thought of being unable to rescue Kain's happiness hit him as yet another failure; he'd betrayed the only brother he knew, and the Guilt was strong.] We'll just have to see to it that Kain isn't overtaken by another of these experiments. Time is critical. [There was no trust in his own words, though. As much as he tried to appear positive for Rydia's stake, his confidence remained shaken.]

((OOC: Nowhere NEAR as cute as Rydia/Cecil DRAWING awwww ;_;))

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Date: 2009-07-03 02:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
[Rydia noticed that, and she hugged him again. She couldn't claim any great success with Kain either, thanks to the dragoon's stubbornness, and that bothered her.]

At least we can show him that we care, and are around if he needs or wants us. You know he won't say it, but he doesn't always want to be alone....

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Date: 2009-07-03 05:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
[owowoOW too tight on the recently dislocated shoulder SOOOOOOOOOOB being a Man hurt sometimes. ;_;

He endured her hug patiently.] If he seeks solitude, his wishes ought to be respected. It is his decision alone. All we can do is support him upon his return.

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Date: 2009-07-03 05:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
[She felt him stiffen and immediately moved away, enough to concentrate and send some healing energy in his direction.]

He can't always be left alone to brood, too much of that isn't good for him. Everyone needs balance. Besides, I think he's used to me checking on him.

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Date: 2009-07-03 06:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
Please don't. [He murmured as he felt himself begin to feel better.] I'd like to heal on my own. I deserve this pain.

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Date: 2009-07-03 06:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
[She didn't listen, healing him as much as she could before he could push her away.]

No, you don't! Weren't you listening? This is Their fault! Besides, we need you. What if there was an emergency? If you insist on penance, then let yourself be healed and go train so that you can help us defend this place more effectively.

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Date: 2009-07-04 03:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
It isn't a matter of fault, Rydia. [He wanted to be angered by her, but it was still Rydia, and they had simply experienced too much to spark negativity.] It's a matter of you. And Rosa, and Kain as well. I understand the influence our captors have over this place, but that doesn't change the fact that I should have been able to stop myself without help. [Even though he'd often defended the actions of those acting under possession by insisting that everyone was equally susceptible, Cecil had been positive that all his so-called spiritual cleansing would have built up a tolerance that would have helped fight against evil spirits and the like. Not so, apparently.]

If there is an emergency, I can heal myself. [With his ghetto toddler-level Curas that could barely cure a papercut under Luceti's power dampeners. INDEPENDENCE!]

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Date: 2009-07-04 06:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
[Rydia sighed. She couldn't mind-read but it didn't take much to guess his train of thought.]

Cecil...you've accomplished so much and you know I think highly of your abilities, but no one is immune to this place. They're more powerful than anything we've faced, enough to enslave people equal to our power and possibly beyond. I'm not saying we should just accept that -ever- but it's something we have to keep in mind until we can find a way to stop it.

[Her common sense tone lasted that long, and then Rydia's shoulders slumped. Sniffle.]

Please, Cecil. Don't think you have to do everything yourself.

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Date: 2009-07-04 07:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
[Cecil would have been able to dispute most logic thrown in the way of a good bit of angst with little effort, but then Rydia had to go and start crying.. And, in a Pavlovian response, Cecil promptly melted. He rested a palm on Rydia's shoulder.] Please. Don't be so-- I'm sorry, Rydia. I shouldn't have upset you so. Please don't cry.

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Date: 2009-07-04 06:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
[It was a sad fact that tears brought the desired effect where logic did not. Rydia didn't often exploit this, at least not purposely, but sometimes her emotions got the better of her and she had ample reason for that lately.]

I...it's been a long week. But please, don't do this to yourself. Be healed.

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Date: 2009-07-05 02:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
[He drew her close to him again, offering a physical shoulder for her to weep upon.] Ssh. It's over now. Let it go.

[Later, perhaps he would thank her for bringing sense to a nonsensical demand. But at the moment, Cecil's brain was awhirl with the reddened eyes and faint sniffles of Rydia's sadness. Anything to indulge her, even if it didn't make complete sense to him at the moment.] I understand. My apologies for acting so selfishly. Do as you will.

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Date: 2009-07-05 04:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
[Rydia melte into that hug with a shuddering sigh. She didn't lean too heavily into him, though, remembering the injuries that had moved her to tears. Nodding, she concentrated again, putting as much effort into healing as she could. The result should be enough, even though it is making her lightheaded.]

I--

[Her voice was a little watery there, so she coughed and tried again.]

That's as much as I can do....

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Date: 2009-07-05 06:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
[It felt a bit like vampirism, to feel so much better at the expense of another's wellbeing. Cecil held her steady as she weakened, frowning deeply. She rarely reached a state like this from her magic.] It's too much. You seem ill, Rydia. What kind of magic do you learn in this land?
Edited Date: 2009-07-05 07:16 am (UTC)

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Date: 2009-07-05 06:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
[Rydia straightened and shook her head, defensive. Cecil was verging on overprotective as it was, she didn't want him thinking that she as fragile as he thought her, if not more. The paladin wasn't the only one to have some pride, though at least in her case she wasn't actually injured.]

I told you, spirit magic. I'm all right, really. It's more that I haven't slept well the past few days than anything else. You will consider what I've said?

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Date: 2009-07-06 08:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
[Cecil frowned, still unconvinced that these "spirits" weren't just an extension of some larger experiment. What if adopting it was changing her for the worse in slow, imperceptible ways?]

I shall. Promise me you'll rest properly.

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Date: 2009-07-07 06:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eidolon-soul.livejournal.com
[Truth be told, Rydia wondered the same. But she didn't dare voice that aloud, too concerned with being as useful as she could, compensating for what was lost to her. She nodded.]

I will, promise.

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Date: 2009-07-07 10:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunarborn.livejournal.com
[With that, Cecil gave her a nod and released her from his grasp, eyeing her carefully to make sure she was okay to walk.] And. Thank you. For all your support today.

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